I'm sorrie if i say anything wrong.. u will still come for the appointment, won't u? Let me fetch you on that day, okie? Only you can help yourself. come on, reply a yes.. Vent your thoughts to others please.. its the only way out. Ease your illusions! let me help..You've gonna come for it! Only you.. yourself can help yourself.. Understanding yourself is most important..

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I'm sorrie if i say anything wrong.. u will still come for the appointment, won't u?
Let me fetch you on that day, okie?
Only you can help yourself. come on, reply a yes…
Vent your thoughts to others please.. it's the only way out.
Ease your illusions! let me help..

You've gonna come for it!
Only you.. yourself can help yourself..
Understanding yourself is most important..

so sweet (:
the cap alphabeths were the hidden msg.
I LOVE YOU

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SIGH SIGH SIGH AND SIGH!
ok. i dont think i can make it for my fye. i cannot even rmb what was taught earlier. my brain is RUSTY and OLD. i tried to do the past year paper for amaths.. AND.. i couldnt do! even the chapter which i like, i DONT rmb it! im going crazy. im like only concentarting on my maths. i haven even started revising for my other subs.. ok thats it. im going to fail.. ): NO SYF NEXT YR! if i fail/dont improve from my mye results.
1 more week to fye. ONE MORE!! sigh. even though i always say im going fail.. i've decided.. to work hard. even if i fail. i've alrd done my best! haha. okok. im going to STUDY!!!
STRESS!! cant wait for fye to END! YAY! but.. ater fye i have to start thinking abt Os. STRESS!

FINALLY! all the projects are almost done. handed in geog, ss and bio project today! bleah. i stayed up till 2am ytd just to complete some of the projects. i can almost feel like blood vessels and brain cells EXPLODING! too much projects. im now doing the cme presentation.. and after that i'll be doing the horoscope for the english project.

i wasnt really tired today even though i slept at 2am. lols. exams is like in 2 weeks time. and i haven start my revisions. all thanks to the projects the teacher give. i doubt i'll pass my amaths and chem fye ): the two subject im very weak at. haiya. can someone like help me with my amaths and chem? CIP was fun. haha. even though we screwed up lots of things. haha. we did art and craft in the aircondition room with the TV! for cip! haha. so relaxing(: gay and i plan to come back after our fye and be a volunteer there. cause we want to teach the lower PRIMARY! haha. AIYA! ok. i've got to do the presentation and the horoscope. shall end here! lol. byebye

yea yea yea.. school.. i dont rmb what happened.. finish watching im not stupid too! hahaha. just passed one of my chinese paper. 27/50 actually its suppose to be 26 only. haha. i think the teacher counted wrongly. hahaha. of course. i didnt tell her. haha.

went mels house to do the stupig geog project. ok we did quite alot. i draw draw draw until i dont know what im doing.. we dont even know how the game is going to be played. haha.yups. left her house abt 7pm? took the bus to inter with gay. then she went to take bus number 2 and i took 222. haha. you know theres so much hw!! stupid ss notes.. and 15 qn, 31 parts of a maths qn?!?!?! SIAO AR. and theres standard test tmr... SIAO SIAO SIAO. im going crazy. ok fye is like in 2 more weeks? ARGH! IM GOING CRAZY. okok. i think im going to do the hw now! BYE. anw pple im fine! hahaha

choir choir choir.
im BLACK BLACK BLACK all thanks to wild wild wet.
i feel like a charcoal
tmr is project superstar females audition!

woke up at 8 this morning. first thing i did was.. switch on my com. ok. im kind of addicted to my lousy com. i tried playing maple. but my com hanged on me for like almost 1 0 times??? i decieded not to play after trying for so many times..surf the net instead. i cant rmb what was i doing. i read this story jy sent me!! its very touching. should read, should read. ahhh.. haha. ok the story is called. "i believe you" or was it "i believe in you".. i cant rmb. haha. its REALLY nice. if you want to read tell me and i'll send you the file (:

choir..
was thinking whether i should go or should not go. blah. in the end i went. why? cause i want to get the 100% attendence thing (: im dumb. haha. yups. janey and weijun didnt come. sl and asl didnt come. ): janey ate too much milton. haha. weijun.. dont know.. haha. ok. i thot sop1 will die or smth. HAHA! BUT WE DIDNT! ok. toh came. he wasnt in a bad mood. sop1 didnt really get scolded. toh even joke ard. tried communicating with some of us. he seems to like sop1 alot. cause he always pick on us. good and bad (: ok. there was "audition" for the autos. toh does that every year.. yups. some were shifted to sops. LUCKILY those irritating pple remained in auto. haha. im mean. i was very HIGH. as in.. im able to sing very very high notes without having to use my throat all of the sudden. haha. thats very very good.

SOP1 did a VERY GOOD JOB TODAY! YAY! i will buy lollies for all in sop1(: CONTINUE TO BE LIKE THIS FOR EVERY PRACTICE OKAY? YAY!!

toh said this.. "did the band improve?" something like that. i cant rmb. ok. from this.. hes trying to hint to choir.. the concert band has improved why didnt choir improve after like sooo long? sigh. workhard choir! we must obtain gold with HONOUR next year!!

hahaha. the way zhilin describe the pics we/she/us took when deb,zhi and i went out were so funny. haha. go and read. i didnt upload the pics onto my blog cause its too troublesome. haha. ARGH.. sept ONE WEEK hols hw and projects are killing me. the teachers ARE CRAZY!!! argh. i haven really started on any hw/projects.. ok. im going to do ALL my hw tmr. or i'll die on mon when the crazy teachers start asking for the hw. ARGH. i went to inter with aina just now. was trying to look for cheap and nice shades. hahaha. but, i found none. haha. talking abt shades. i saw this shade while browsing thru some livejournal website. the shade is kind of cute. milky green in colour with flowers printed on the sides of the shade. its cute. haha. yawn yawn. im tired. i want to go roller blading! hahaha. ok nights.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! 9th sept aunty
she keep on asking me to get smth for her. so irritating. haha. i'll just do her a card again, like what i never failed to do EVERY year (:

2nd and 3rd sept
CHALET. yups. next time i have another chalet. im bring deen, bel they all!! (:(: played poka cards the whole night on 3rd sept. and i kind of mastered TAI DI! hahaha. very very fun game. lols. yups. jiamin sang her way to bed. haha. was laughing and laughing at her. cause she sing until SO FUNNY. haha. next morning. i was the lastest to get out of the bed. haha. but when i woke up it was 7 plus only. haha. ok. my parents have not come yet.. so i kind of snack on very little snacks while waiting for breakfast. ok. breakfast came at ard 10 plus going to 11. my dear mummy made SO MANY FOOD! haha. sushi.. sot balls.. chinese sausauge.. and nuggets! OH! AND ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT of fried beehom. haha. yummy. i didnt really eat alot of sushi. less than 10? my parents ate non.. sigh. the woke up early in the morning to cook and they dont get to eat what they made. haha. ): went wild wild wet after that.. I GOT BURNT! haha. i played the erm.. THING!!! SO FUN.. i call it samsung. hahaha. i played once only.. ): ): what a waste. went there for like how many hours and i played ONCE. pathetic. had fun there anw.. i left the chalet that night..

4th sept
i slept ALL alone with the aircon switched on the whole night(4th sept) haha. woke up at 10 plus. and got a call from zl.. and we're going out and mmeting at 11 plus? but i meet deb. so it was earlier.. 10.40am. i was late anw! hahaha. took bus 26 to ang mo kio. pass deb grandparents some stuff. I WENT TO THE HDB HUB THING!!! AHHHH. jue dui superstar!!! i was like waiting for them to start singing.. AND.. most of them were so disappointing. hahha. most of they sang out of tune. i dont blame them haha. at least they got the courage to go up on stage to sing. (: JIAYOU! went orchard after that. yups. took prints at cine leisure.then walked ard.. met bel and deen in the evening at TAKAshimaya. haha. they cant find us. haha. i still rmb JIMMY CHOO. haha. went to have dinner. but we didnt have dinner in the end. but bel and deen did! (: haha.we went heeren after TAKAshimaya. bought the 3 diff coloured ring necklace. each of us took one. i took the sliver! (: it was horrible ytd. looking for my parents is a tiring job. haha. zhilin and deb should know. haha. FAMOUS AMOS COOKIE! butterscotch is nice(: went bedok and shopped with deb for belts and wallet. the stupid wallet aunty got attitude prob. ARGH. i bought the golden thing.. its like a belt but not a belt. get it? that was the last time we actually go out with deb, this year.

TODAY
i stayed up till 2 am plus to do this card? for deb. cause shes leaving. the card is NICE! hahaha. then went to bed for 3 hours and then get up prepare to go airport to fly deb off. i was late.. haha. zl waited 30 mins for me. IM SORRY(: we were kind of lost in the airport? haha. we went to the wrong place/terminal. we manage to rush to terminal 1 in time. took the last pic with her. pas sher our love msg and took pics of the ugly spotty. and said byebye to her ): upset. maybe shes not coming next year?

after that went to have breakfast at macs with zl. we ate big breakfast. and i came up with ALOT of theory (:(: then proceed to EAST COAST PARK to roller blade! haha. she saw her baldy frn. HAHA. shhh. ok. the first hour of blading was killing. ALL THANKS to the roller blades the shop provide us with. we went back to change to a better one after 1 hour. zl fell alot of times. theres like scratches on her knees and legs and palm.. ouch. ok. im getting the hang of roller blading. but im still not good at it.. still unstable. always doing taiqi to stop myself from falling. haha.

there were crazy pple in ecp. these yellow freak. scolded us.. ARGH? are they crazy or what. and someone took pics of zl secretly. but i saw? actually i dont know who were they taking pic of? cannot be me. i look like charcoal. so must be zl. haha. return the blades at 1pm. went macs toilet to clean up and GO HOME! im so tired now. yawn yawn yawn. yups thats all! HAHAHA. ROLLER BLADING IS FUN! haha

yesterday

I SAW SHINYA TODAY!! hahahahaha. aina spotted him! who is shinya? hes the vocalist in LUCIFY! haahha. too bad didnt see vis or kuek. my phone is fixed. collected it at 7 plus going to 8(: stupid person ask me to come at 8 when the shop closes at 8. haha. i changed my keypad. and they upgraded my phone! haha. EVERYTHING was erased from my phone. and i mean EVERYTHING. bleah. waiting for my turn is horrible. aina and i watched a part of posidon 2 times. and its still not my turn. waited for 30/45 mins. after that left for bugis. haha. my idea. whats with the train today. we always had to wait for another train cause the first train is ALWAYS pack. and the door is always closing on us.

webt bugis street. duh. haha. i bought a t-shirt. i BARGAIN! haha. from $12 to $10. the aunty wasnt that happy selling me the shirt at $10. bleah. i dont care. i even fork out my own ez link money. like wth.. im seriously broke. and sun still have to go out.. i like got chalet la. hols. no income. very tong ku. i want to work la! i still got alot things to buy. why cant my parents understand me.. ARGH. i really dont like them. my mum like scolede me just now. WHATS WITH HER LA. do you know i feel like SLAPPING her. argh. she pisses me off. i bought a new 'purse'. why? because i totally distroyed my previous one. the black and white one. after trying to bleah it back to white. haha.

bought my sis another eraser. haha. whenever i go to bugis. i'll get her 2 of it. (: IM NICE. there were HOT GUYS at bugis today!! AHH. they are really hot. its some competiton. what mr calendar? i cant rmb.. haha.

today

hmm. I tried to upload songs onto my phone AGAIN. sigh. still cannot. ): everyone at home is like busying preparing stuff for the chalet. lols. yet im still sitting oh my chair blogging. im not leaving with them. I’ll go ltr, with aina and jm(: haha. oh well. im going there till sunday. YAY! i want to cycle! like what i always say.. IM GAINING WEIGHT! haha. my sis got a new cpu. windows 2000(: anything la. bliblabooboombaarahhhyaaa. ARGH. im dumb. haha. i miss choral fest. im like singing choral fest songs! haha. too bad im not going for the cf,choir 4 chalet (:

IM OFF TO CHALET(: byebye
something is wrong with my blogger. updated @ 11.35am, 2nd sept (: